What a Difference a Year Makes
I just wanted to say that my time with the "cleanse kula" has helped me tremendously through a difficult time I am having in my life right now. You see, last year on May 18th I was pregnant, I was 6 months pregnant with a baby that I knew was going to die. We found out at our routine 19 week sonogram that our little baby girl I was carrying had Turner Syndrome with severe complications. Unheard of, maybe they're wrong something like this couldn't happen to me. I have a sweet 2 year old little boy and a wonderful husband this should not be happening to me. It was and it did.........
On May 28th Mara Hope's body was born into the world, her spirit had already passed. For the short time she was with me she taught me a life time, I could either turn away from life and the things I love or I could face the fact that life goes on and make every moment count.
I attended my first class at kansas siddhi yoga on my due date August 23rd, I had always wanted to try yoga and this hard horrible experience strangely enough gave me the courage to do it. Every time I think that there is something I can't do I think back to my time with Mara and what she taught me about myself.
I still struggle every day and thank all of the inspirational people I am fortunate to come in contact with. I thank all of you for being so open with your hearts and helping me to reveal as well.
Much Love to All
MO

2 Comments:
Michelle --
I cannot even imagine the pain you must have experienced at carrying a child you knew would never live...but your choice of the yogic path as part of your healing from that experience says volumes about who you are. Bravo for you for allowing your suffering to be transformed (refined) in the fire of tapas. Thanks for sharing this very personal and powerful anniversary with us. I am glad for your presence in our kleanse kula.
peace and love to you
ashley
May peace surround you, Michelle.
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